Max ~
I want to you know that it was so hard for me to make the choice to end your suffering. I did not want to be selfish and watch you suffer any longer. I want you to know that I love you with all my heart. I will think of you always, and know that you are always in my heart. I miss you napping with me on the weekends, I miss you sleeping next to me at night, but most of all I miss you just being there when I needed a little love. Please know that I did what was best for you, and I wish I had not been put in that position because you know that I love you so much. I hope that you are no longer in pain and are running with Charlie and Killer Boy. Please be patient and wait for me, as I will be there to hold you again oneday. I love you my little boy and I wish that I could be there holding you now. Love, Dad
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